I've
been sitting in my room with thoughts running wild through my mind....
Does
he really love me?
Does
he really care?
And
if he really needed me, wouldn't he still be there?
How
could he be so blind?
How
could he not see?
The
love that meant so little to him, meant so much to me
I often
sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
Did
he really love me, or was he just playing along?
He tells
me not to worry, everything will be okay
He says
we'll be together, eventually one day
At first
I believed him, I believed every word he said
But
now my heart is breaking, and I often wish I was dead
I wish
that he would realize the love that we shared
It was
not my imagination, he is only scared
He has
never felt this way, and he doesn't know what to do
And
all I'm longing to hear from him are the words, "I love you"
I don't
know what to do now, my world is falling apart
I hope
he knows I love him, and he will always have my heart.