Living Without Him

I've been sitting in my room with thoughts running wild through my mind....
Does he really love me?
Does he really care?
And if he really needed me, wouldn't he still be there?
How could he be so blind?
How could he not see?
The love that meant so little to him, meant so much to me
I often sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
Did he really love me, or was he just playing along?
He tells me not to worry, everything will be okay
He says we'll be together, eventually one day
At first I believed him, I believed every word he said
But now my heart is breaking, and I often wish I was dead
I wish that he would realize the love that we shared
It was not my imagination, he is only scared
He has never felt this way, and he doesn't know what to do
And all I'm longing to hear from him are the words, "I love you"
I don't know what to do now, my world is falling apart
I hope he knows I love him, and he will always have my heart.

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